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school's getting stress-er by the day. sigh.

but it's okay. tomorrow's friday! (:

grrr. i got many mosquitoe bites on my face. it bit me when i was sleeping lah.

tsk.

tuition was restless for me. but it was quite fun. doing my singlish creative piece for great expectations. haha. but only those who have read great expectations by charles dickens can laugh along. haha.

here's an extract.

‘Biddy,’ said Pip, after swearing her to secrecy. ‘I want to stop being an ah beng and be a gentleman, a high class one.’

‘if I were you right, I wouldn’t want to be a gentleman loh,’ she commented. ‘I just think that it will not give you the answer to whether or not Estella will like you lah. Besides hor, I prefer you this way, as an ah beng.’

‘biddy ah,’ said Pip with some severity. ‘I have my reasons to be a gentleman lah.’

‘Haiyah. You know what is best for you; but you don’t think that you are happier as an ah beng meh?’

‘biddy!’ Pip aggravated. ‘you cannot see that I am very miserable staying as an ah beng meh? I am very fed up with my life and what I am doing now lah. Don’t be so unreasonable, can?’

‘Oh. So now I’m unreasonable lah,’ said biddy, raising her eyebrow.

‘No lah. I just feel that I wont be happy if a stay as an ah beng lah. Get it or not. Can you just be my friend and understand me?’

After this rational discussion that Pip and Biddy conversed in, Pip was determined to leave his low class life to a more distinguished state of being.

haha. how is it? laugh. haha. jk. anyway. i've finished my drama. i still have my brochure for my ITOK. >.<>

i still have my chinese oral to write and memorise. damn.

i shall continue writing.

We could leave this town and run forever;
8/31/2006 07:35:00 PM;

teachers day celebration today!

my school doesnt celebrate it. and i couldnt go back to gm or cps. tsk. :( i'll go back very soon. after the hols or smth. haha.

anyway. i should be really be doing my drama monologue, english creative piece and draw smth for estella's character. and tuition.

ciao

We could leave this town and run forever;
8/31/2006 04:41:00 PM;

i'm in school now. i'm so bored. damn.

itok class now. after this i'm gonna have art. tsk tsk.

We could leave this town and run forever;
8/31/2006 11:43:00 AM;

CHEENAtown

art art art

laya; me; kuan liang

tourist-wanna-be part-one ; me and kuan liang

tourist-wanna-be part-two ; shamine and me

saturday art outing. special day. (: had fun. hahaha. guess what kuan liang said. she said i looked like a SUPERstar. she couldnt regconise me. haha.

SUPERstar

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8/20/2006 08:31:00 PM;

i survived the first week of school! (:

i'm trying to concerntrate on my drama thingy. but i decided to blog first before doing my drama. (: went to eat nice wanton just now. i brought my PE kit for today and there was no PE! how infuriating.

humm. i chose the option four. floorball, hockey, football, aquatics and hand ball. (: not really looking forward to the hand ball one. haha. anyway, didnt do much today. drama, PE, eng, geog and chinese. i have homeworkkk. *whines i wanna finish all by today. but drama i wanna finish by tmr.

oh yah. i have to go chinatown tmr. tsk. dont feel like going. i scared i get lost. haha. i have two back to back tuition tmr. 3-6 >.< tsk.

spot me!

anyway, i just decided to post this picture of my drama class when we were performing our play "passchendaele" in grade nine.

i should be going now. do my drama. (:

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8/18/2006 06:12:00 PM;

school's not any better. hmm. i think. i dont know lah.

going for the chinatown art trip. will be sketching there. have to wake up so early can.

i have a chem test. tsk tsk tsk. i have to buck up on my studies lah.

i havent started on my drama hw yet. i keep putting it off. dont have any inspiration. but i'm gonna make myself sit and do it. (: i can do it. lalala.

i suddenly feel happy. hahah. so weird.

went to sign up for netball too.

and! out of all days, miss maggie wanted to check out math workbook today. she usually doesnt check. somemore i only did half of the work lah. than she says i took no effort of trying the questions. tsk. i was so exhausted yest lah. (:

they are going to replace my creative.

problems are solved one by one. hmm.

my eng lit leila will help.

my drama has to be salvaged.

my creative is fine.

hmm. i'll leave everything else to god. he'll lead me. (:

thank you.

oh yeah, devika said that i sound weird when i was on the fone talking in SINGLISH. aye. singaporeans, buck up your ENGLISH ah. i'm here to promote the speak good english campaign. hahaha. jk. no offence, yes?

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8/17/2006 04:46:00 PM;

i love my daddy.

really i do.
humms. yeah. sometimes i feel that we take things for granted. esp our parents. when was the last time you told your parents thank you for the things they've done for you? or told them you love them? or gave them a hug.

humm. this is post is for my dad. i dont know if he will read it or not but i just want you to know that i appreciate you much. for putting me in a good school, good house and for working hard for all of us. sometimes me, mei mei and ko ko may be too caught up in our own stuff that we forget that our parents are human too and they need attention too.

i really do love you much daddy. (:

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8/12/2006 08:17:00 PM;

i think my grandma is so cute. (: look. we had fun last night. she didnt wanna put on the moo moo sandals. hahahh. cos it was ticklish. hahahh. but she still put it on. haha. i love her to bits lah. she was pointing to my sister cos my sis was dancing. hahahh. i also gave my popo a back massage. she loved it. hahah.

umhs. yah. this is me and my grandma in our pjs. hahahh. we were just playing around with the stuff we found in my sister's room. hahah. my sister got so irritated when she was taking pictures for me and my popo. cos my popo keep laughing and moving and keep hitting me with the flowers. so the pictures always turned out blur. hahahh. she's so cute lah please. (:

anyway. after i cleaned the fridge yesterday, i had to vaccum the tinest coners of the house and climb up and down the ladder. so tiring lah. and there was lizard poo. tsk.

my sis wanna use. again. tsk.

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8/12/2006 12:45:00 PM;

grrr. my toe ring broke. the one me and leila has. tsk tsk.

anyway, that's me and leila. if you can, spot my sis at the back. she's trying to get a bite of the strawberry. hahahh. i love my cgl - the one who scolds me for doing her homework. hahahh. (:

i shall go clean fridge now. >.<

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8/11/2006 01:51:00 PM;

im beat!

i woke up at 630 a.m, went back to sleep, woke up at 7, snooze my alarm clock, went back to sleep and finally woke up at 8. i was so exhausted can. i couldnt open my eyes lah. so basically i was sleep-walking. hahah. this explains why i look so tired when im tutor took this picture of me. (:

hold on. i go eat my lunch first.

what a spread. (: my lunch.

okay. back to this morning. i had chinese tuition at 9. hahah. i'm striving to study higher chinese. dont laugh. (: my tuition teacher is the best. i love her to bits. (: i almost fell asleep during tuition lah. tried my best to keep myself awake. after tuition i straight away lie on my bed but i woke up after awhile cos i promised my mommy that i'll help her with the housework. see. i'm such a good girl can. haha.

anyway. me and wang laushi, my tutor took pictures during tuition. haha. i think i look worned out. tsk tsk.

humms. i was cleaning the windows and glass doors around the house. so tiring lah. somemore the rag so dirty can. tsk. i was working my guts out and it started raining when i just clean the windows outside. tsk! so infuriating lah. and the basement was so stuffy and there was lizard poo! i so did not touch it can. haha. it looked like bird poo but only the mini version. haha. i only finished everything when lunch came. i was so very tired by then.

well yeah. that's me when i was finally done with the cleaning of the windows.

i still have to clean/wash the fridge at two later. tsk.

We could leave this town and run forever;
8/11/2006 12:49:00 PM;

well yeah, i finally have my blog again. hahahh. my old one is long gone somewhere.

today is boring. besides the fact that i had three grueling hours about literature with my beloved cell group leader who scolds me for doing her homework! hahahahh. but i still love her lah. (: i wantched hamlet with her. i couldnt understand a word the people were talking about. they were talking in greek-english. hahahh. leila was telling me what was going on. everyone died in the end. so lame lah.

anyway, school's starting. :( in four more days. tsk tsk. am dreading it. i have my gcse exam, equivalent to Os. my mocks, prelims, is during jan i think. so fast. so unfair that i have to take it faster than the local system students. tsk.

my sister is bugging me to get off the com now. so aggravating. she's hitting me can. tsk! i shall go now. (: see mei, i'm so nice lah.

i think my sister is irritating.

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8/10/2006 02:07:00 PM;

yeah. that's my family. my mommy says that we are part of one another and we need to be part of each other. she also added that i'm self centered. am i? sighs. so many things are happening. it's too fast for me. how i wish time would stand still for me to sort my priorities and life out.

maybe my mommy is right? i dont know. yeah. maybe she is right. things are not going easy for her too. but what about me? is it too difficult just to let me out? i have been home for the past two days. and she didnt say anything bout helping her. sigh. i pray that she'll learn to understand me more. i dont know.

at times like this, i like to be alone.

We could leave this town and run forever;
8/10/2006 01:16:00 PM;

today is wahshi's birthday! she's my primary school bestie, soo this is just for her. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WANSHI

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! (:

i also wanna tell you that you're much missed, really.

i missed those times back in cedar. jeany, you, me, li an and jer. (:

we shall meet up soon! hahahh. love you pretty girl.

school's starting in three days. :( tsk tsk. i'm so not looking forward to it lah. my mommy said that i could go out when i have finished in 500 page, 59 chapters and 1500 words essay. and i have done it lah. she still doesnt wanna let me go. so unfair. she said that she'll call back but she still haven call me back since 1030.

tsk tsk.

We could leave this town and run forever;
8/10/2006 12:07:00 PM;