more than words

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i've been searching deep down in my soul
words that i'm hearing are starting to get old
it feels like i'm starting all over again

it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
so i'll just have to sit back and watch my world disappear

and when the stars fall
i'll lie awake-
you're my shooting star

We could leave this town and run forever;
5/27/2007 12:17:00 AM;

is it enough to love?
is it enough to die?
is it enough to breathe?
somebody rip my heart out,
and leave me here to bleed.

sometimes i get so weird
i even amuse myself;
laugh myself to sleep
it's my lullaby.

i want to scream;
it makes me feel alive.

i want to be anything but ordinary.

We could leave this town and run forever;
5/24/2007 11:13:00 PM;

i'm wishing on stars
i've got to reveal what's inside of my heart
but the words escape me.

honestly, i know it's silly of me
but i wish you knew.

We could leave this town and run forever;
5/20/2007 11:49:00 PM;

in search for the perfect prom dress :D

yellow yellow yellow. this dress was two sizes too big.

this dress made me look 2195823905862345 years older

i love love love love love love this dress. someone get for meeeeee. $225 i thinkkk. tangs in vivo :D

i loved this dress moooooost. too bad it's too short. anyone feeling generous? :D you can find it in one of the shops in vivo. $88 only!

$69 dollars onlyyyyyyyy! :D my birthday is in 2150723958725978 days.

pretty undies make you feel good on the outside (:

cell group/ JC outreach.

sandy and meee.

kat, jiayu, me, brendaaaa #1

kat, jiayu, me, brendaaaa #2

kat, jiayu, me, brendaaaa #3

random pictures

i think my sister looks adorable :D

small lolli, big lolli!

my friend drew this picture of me (:

geography paper tomorrow. >.<

We could leave this town and run forever;
5/13/2007 06:54:00 PM;

the idea of drowning myself in my tears sounds so tempting.

i'm just.. tired.

We could leave this town and run forever;
5/12/2007 06:35:00 PM;

i hope you know
that this has nothing to do with you
it's personal, myself and i
but i've got to get a move on with my life
its time to be a big girl now
and big girls ~~don't..~~ don't cry

the path that i'm walking
i must take the baby steps until i'm full grown
fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
and i foresee the dark ahead if i stay

like the little school mate in the school yard
we'll play jacks and uno cards
i'll be your best friend and you'll be mine

but its time for me to go home
its getting late, dark outside
i need to be with myself and big daddy

We could leave this town and run forever;
5/11/2007 11:14:00 PM;

dont be afraid,
pull the trigger yes, that's it
shoot me;
kill me. like that

We could leave this town and run forever;
5/10/2007 09:31:00 PM;

dear daddy,

~~help me~~
help him
help her
help them

love,
your little girl.

We could leave this town and run forever;
5/10/2007 08:40:00 PM;

hi world,

i'm off to my first 'Os' paper.

goodbye world.

We could leave this town and run forever;
5/09/2007 11:51:00 AM;

dear daddy,

[put draft here.]

love,
your little girl.

We could leave this town and run forever;
5/08/2007 08:12:00 PM;

the time has come, to stand for all we believe in

.
Do not fear for I am with you
Do not be dismayed for I am your God
I will strengthen you and help you
I will uphold you with My righteous right hand - Is.41:10

It is the time of waiting that is more challenging, but if you carry the vision God has given you, you will find strength and rest in Him.

How often we too face situations that seem overwhelming and impossible. It's in those times that we need to find our confidence in Jesus. Our first instinct may be to back away in fear. But that's exactly when we need to look to Jesus, "the author and finisher of our faith", who will raise His nail-scarred hand and say, "Stay with it. Run the race. I've run it before you, and in My power you can win. You can do it!"

We could leave this town and run forever;
5/03/2007 10:44:00 PM;