Sometimes, it's so hard for me to express my feelings. Sometimes, I just dont know how.
There are times where I want to just give my Mom a hug, telling her that I love her and I admire her so much for being so selfless.
There are times where I want to give my brother a hug, tell him I love him, and I'm so proud that he's doing well in his studies.
There are times where I'd like so much to talk to my Dad, give him a hug. Tell him how thankful I am of him, how proud i am of him, that he sacrifices being away from my Mom, just so that we can lead a good life.. Dad, I love you. And i really do hope you'll be able to read this blog post, somehow, someway. (:
There are times, like just now, where i want to leap up and down for joy for my beloved little sister when she was screaming and running around the whole house, telling everyone "THEY ASK ME TO COME DOWN FOR ANOTHER CHRISTMAS AUDITION! THEY ASK ME TO COME DOWN FOR ANOTHER CHRISTMAS AUDITION! I DONT CARE, EVERYONE HAVE TO GO WATCH THE DRAMA!" and.. i wished so much to jump up from my seat and give her a hug, tell her i'm so proud of her.. but i just couldn't.. My butt just stayed glued to the chair and refuse to jump up. Same goes for my mouth, didn't say anything.. I regret my actions now.. All i can hope for is that somehow, my sister will still read my blog and she'll know how proud i am of her. (: Love you, little sis. *hug.
We could leave this town and run forever; 10/20/2007 08:24:00 PM;
I'VE GOT BLACK HAIR. I'M BACK TO BLACK. I'M BACK TO 16 YEARS OLD.
:D
okay, today was a bad, good, good, good day. (:
woke up at 7. went to company aunty to doctors after doctors and to the lawyers, till about 1130.
SO LONG KAY, I WAS ROTTING.
okay, than it was shopping, than LUNCH.
FRENCH TOAST WAS HEAVENLY. I CRAVE I CRAVE I CRAVE. SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING.
My aunt spent like $1000+ on two coach shoes and $3000 on CK tops. SIAO RIGHT. FOOD FOOD FOOD.
SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING.
CUT HAIR DYE HAIR TREATMENT HAIR.
HOME
FOOD
TEEVEE
BATHE
HERE.
(:
SLEEEEEEP.
i.. i can't wait for the future. (:
We could leave this town and run forever; 10/15/2007 11:42:00 PM;
I really wish you knew that i really meant to blog about how much fun I had in the past two days. I was honestly thinking about how to say it in the sweetest possible way. But i dont know if it matters as much now.
I don't care though, No matter how much I've messed up, No matter how much we've argued, No matter how much rotten bananas we've gone through, I'd still want you to know that i had buckets.. no, truckloads.. no, oceans of laughter and smiles these past two days.
xoxo
We could leave this town and run forever; 10/14/2007 12:01:00 AM;
School's been draggy and long today. Dont have any frees today. Didn't do math homew but it's okay. I really couldn't do it. I have school till 6 today. Singers are having intensive rehearsals in November. Oh, i'm performing in a choir with my school on Nov 13th, anyone want to come? it's at esplanade, 730PM.
(:
My eye bags are the now the size of Paris.
There are so many holiday homew assigned. So far, there are two essays. 1000 words each. Chinese test tomorrow. English worksheets. Art. And the week isn't over yet.
We could leave this town and run forever; 10/10/2007 02:08:00 PM;
School has been wearing me out so much these few days. I've decided to blog more. (: Bout my boring, boring life.
Saturday, i was in school from 4PM-9PM doing art and having choir prac. Sunday, i was in school from 1.30PM-930PM having rehearsal and art. Monday, i was in school from 8AM-930PM having school and did art for 7 and a half hours.
I'm really tired, really really worn out.
It's 6:11PM now and i'm still in school waiting for mom to come pick me and my sister up.
My stomac's screaming for food, My body's crying out for sleep, My heart's crying out for your love.
We could leave this town and run forever; 10/09/2007 06:03:00 PM;
Hahaha. I think this is quite hilarious. Almost everyone was drifting in and out of sleep in my psych class. Teacher's away. (:
Right, quite random.
We could leave this town and run forever; 10/02/2007 09:15:00 AM;