Sometimes, it's so hard for me to express my feelings.
Sometimes, I just dont know how.
There are times where I want to just give my Mom a hug, telling her that I love her and I admire her so much for being so selfless.
There are times where I want to give my brother a hug, tell him I love him, and I'm so proud that he's doing well in his studies.
There are times where I'd like so much to talk to my Dad, give him a hug. Tell him how thankful I am of him, how proud i am of him, that he sacrifices being away from my Mom, just so that we can lead a good life.. Dad, I love you. And i really do hope you'll be able to read this blog post, somehow, someway. (:
There are times, like just now, where i want to leap up and down for joy for my beloved little sister when she was screaming and running around the whole house, telling everyone "THEY ASK ME TO COME DOWN FOR ANOTHER CHRISTMAS AUDITION! THEY ASK ME TO COME DOWN FOR ANOTHER CHRISTMAS AUDITION! I DONT CARE, EVERYONE HAVE TO GO WATCH THE DRAMA!" and.. i wished so much to jump up from my seat and give her a hug, tell her i'm so proud of her.. but i just couldn't.. My butt just stayed glued to the chair and refuse to jump up. Same goes for my mouth, didn't say anything.. I regret my actions now.. All i can hope for is that somehow, my sister will still read my blog and she'll know how proud i am of her. (: Love you, little sis. *hug.
